Saturday, February 27, 2010
and haha you also la, i'm so disappointed in you haha you knew very well i was drunk but like ya ok you don''t bother helping me tell her and ya she happily goes ahead and thinks i am "half dead" well ya ok go ahead then everyone srsly haha i should have known you wouldn't bother speaking up for me anw haha thanks ah i feel so yuen wang haha at least i still have my little outlet here or i would have bao zha-ed long alr srsly ):
DAMN IT the people who are always usually patient enough to hear me out are not here now ):
ahaha in the meantime just go ahead la keep firing la good for you also anw my reflexes are extra slow at this moment now anw even when i type this also i'm taking super long alr anw so ya just keep firing also la k anw now i got no ability to reply you the usual way i do (which is good la anw saves a lot of trouble), not gonna be fast enough for you anw, so ya at least i still can slowly type here haha can vent it all here ):
Sunday, February 21, 2010
yayy today i am truly happy cos i feel like i have found inner peace or sth ((: aiya dunno how to describe haha it's the first time i ever got this sort of feeling, it's like you just feel so calm and so assured that everything will turn out right ((: i mean like, life is so unpredictable, it's very hard to actually be 100% confident about anything at all, but today was just.. different ((:
i think God has just sent me the sign i was looking for ((: or at least i believe so la ((: haha i've been a really lucky girl all my life cos You chose to give me all the blessings i could possibly ask for... first You gave me a really nice and supportive family, then You gave me great friends and found me this wonderful prince, and You gave me so much blessings throughout my education... I went for the GEP screening thing with no inkling at all about what i was supposed to do, what i was in for, etc, but somehow i cleared the test, I survived all the competition and heavy workload in school, people backstabbed me but i survived, the time i had such a bad fever during the math olympiad but i still ended up doing reasonably better than expected, and so much more (: and everything i asked for, You always gave to me... I asked for good health for my family and myself, and You gave that to me; the year it rained so heavily on xmas eve, and i asked if You could make the rain stop so i could go for midnight mass, and woohoo the rain really did stop just in time for us to chiong to church; the time i got this horribly enormous pimple and i prayed You'd make it disappear, and it really disappeared faster than expected, and blah blah, loads of other stuff both big and small but i'll stop listing them here cos the list will just go on and on ((:
and awhile ago, i asked You for a sign to show me if i'm going the right way (: and if i'm not mistaken, the sign just came today ((: and to me, it's as clear as can be yayy ((: cos i know that some things are just meant to be, and from what You have shown me today, i believe that i am heading on the right track whew and i'm just so glad for that ((: and now my mind is truly totally at ease ((: i'm just so so happy and grateful that things are this way now and i shall continue to be optimistic and hopeful about the future because i really truly do believe in this sign yayy ((:
i might have been pessimistic/cynical about some things in the past, (and i'd attribute this to some toxic behaviour i'm exposed to), but i am going to stop it and start being hopeful and optimistic cos anw it's a much nicer feeling than always doubting what's gonna happen (: and yeahh Your sign just gives me renewed confidence in the path i'm heading towards, and i'm just really glad and grateful You chose once again to answer my prayers (: and i know i always keep asking for so many things and am hardly ever satisfied, but i must say that today i really feel very very very contented and peacefully happy with my lot in life ((: and people always say you'll only find true happiness when you know how to be contented with what you have, and yeah i am really truly veryyyy contented already, cos i have everything that i have ever hoped/wished/asked for, and i'll never ever ask for anything else anymore, other than the things i typically ask for everyday, cos i'm not in want of anything else already ((:
really very very very happy alr ((((:
thankyou too my prince shing yayy ((: Thursday, February 18, 2010
everyone i am back from bangkok! :D and haha i am still waiting for my hair to dry hehe so i shall blog now yayy (: and have to blog about the past week too yayy! (: but aiya i shall blog about bangkok first! (:
so anw, we flew off on 15th feb in the evening and basically nth much happened lah, just checked into the hotel when we reached, and went to sleep alr hehe cos we reached at like, midnight? D: and haha so qiao omg apparently clement and daniel were at the airport too hehe just that they were at a different terminal! oh well, too bad you both didn't get to see your wonderful friend :p hehe :D
then on the 16th, we went shopping at mahboonkrong center hehe it was omg gigantic and the whole place was just like a maze omg i am serious la, you can like walk along one side and then go visit a stall and then by the time you're done visiting the stall you've totally lost your bearings alr, and like ya omg we ended up walking in circles so many times goodness! ): and prob missed out on a lot of shops in the process, but nvm la the place was just too big anw hehe :D and yayy i quite like that place hehe the stuff there are all really quite reasonable (: and like i bought a dress and a skirt there hehe :D clothes crazy oops! and my mom bought me this super nice pair of pink elle slippers too yayy but omg died la it was so ex omg abt 70 bucks (in sing dollars) omg so ex right!! )): oh gosh ): but it's really nice la haha (:
and we ate yummy thai dessert there! (: hehe so cool la their dessert stalls are like yongtaufoo stalls hehe can pick and choose your dessert and put them in a bowl :D so we ate yam, tapioca and pumpkin in coconut sauce (: damn yummy la :D i loveee tapioca and yam omgg ((: hehe and we bought this bean paste thingy in the shape of fruits haha i forgot the name alr i think its called lookchoop or sth! (: quite yummy too yayy :D
then in the evening we went to siam paragon to walk around hehe that place is really huge omg and sooo many shops and omg they even have a car showroom inside the building omg! (: and a gigantic kinokuniya and a gigantic supermarket too! (: plus a paragon department store within the building la duh haha (: everything there is damn nice hehe xD
next day, we went to siam paragon again! (: and siam center (: yayy and haha bought 2 more skirts yayy happiness hehe :D and then we went to the basement for lunch haha or rather teabreak la haha :D devoured a whole round cake with my parents hehe oops and had durian frappes too yummy! (: then went to robinsons after that, and hmm it was pretty measly la or rather it just paled in comparison to paragon so yeahh haha after quite a disappointing time there, we headed to the pasar malam! :D omg my mom and i are damn pro haha we walked the entire stretch of the pasar malam from asok station to nana station omg damn pro right ! :D fyi, that's one whole station away omg! :D feel so healthy (: and bought more stuff from there yayy including furry slippers! (: hee my mom bought one with a pair of eyes on it, and mine has a teddyhead on it! :D damn cute la omgg they look like bedroom slippers but they're not! (: omg feel super cute just wearing them hehe xD wish i could wear them to work also omg oops :p then filing would be really painless for me alr hehe don't need to freaking exert more pressure on my legs while reaching up for the cabinet of files that are like, super high up omg :/
and yayy then we went back to siam paragon for dinner (: i had phad thai and some giant otah! :D the giant otah is damn cool la, it was ingot-shaped omg and super big too hehe :D and there was this heap of basil leaves underneath the otah haha yummy! (: and ya haha sigh i think it was too spicy though cos i got a really bad tummy ache after that sigh ): but the food was good la really haha i love thai food! (:
then next day, nth much happened hehe we slept in until like 12 noon hehehe then checked out and went to the airport (: the taxi driver was damn chatty hehe quite nice :D and he was talking about a lot of things omg and haha i can't believe it but his 14 year old daughter is the same size as me hehe omgg xD and haha he was talking about bribery and corruption ands thaksin and abhisit! (: aha picked up a bit on the political climate over there :D basically the ppl there still like thaksin more haha goodness! :O and haha gosh the airport was damn big and there were so many shops inside omg! :D though i still love changi airport the best ((: it might not be the biggest airport in the world but i think it's still the classiest ((: other asian countries just don't match up to singapore in ANY respect at all hehe xD
and yupp anw that's the end of my bangkok trip! (: hee :D now i shall blog about the previous week! (: oh noes i can't remember much though haha i just remember that the previous week i was really sian cos firstly there was no shing around! ): hate ns omg D: and plus i had to keep going to work everyday, cos no interview/hol so no excuse to take leave, darn ): hope psc calls me for interview soon soon soon omg then i have more excuses to absent myself from work! :D oops slacker hehe xD and ya so that was my very sian week for you, lucky i still have ducky to talk to (: and yayy haha so glad shing could book out on fri alr hehe xD
and oh yeah on fri my boss treated lunch! (: cos it was my supervisor's last day, so yeah (: we went to vivo city for thai food hehe yummy! (: and omg so envious of my supervisor she gets to leave earlier than expected cos she's getting married omg wow! (: so nice la so fun (: gosh haha people always say that rgs girls are most unmarriageable hee wells i hope i'm the exception la! :D plus steff keeps reminding me practically once a month about some statistic that says only 1 in 2 rgs girls get married! :O haha she's damn funny la really damn naggy about boyfriends haha :p last time always keep nagging me ("eh why you wanna be single and unavailable ah!!! it's such a waste!! ") haha then now keep asking me, "so how's it going? got kena bullied or not?" :D ahaha xD cute friend man seriously (:
ooh anw omg haha okays i went offtangent haha, lunch was quite nice! (: and it was my first time trying green curry and thai fishcake :D yummy hehe xD and the tomyum soup totally killed my throat hehe xD but still very nice yayy i just lovee tom yum omg (: and haha 2 other colleagues joined us also, and i realised they're actually quite nice la so yayy ((: and haha one of them is pretty funky man, she looks quite auntie now, but omg turns out that every aunty probably had her heyday too haha :p turns out she used to go out till like super late at night and drive crazily on the expressways in the wee hours of the morning omg! :O ok la not really my type hehe but still quite funky and totally shocking man haha cos when i look at her now i just get the impression she's damn stern and will totally scold ppl for wild-driving/ late nights out haha :p so yeahh ok that was a nice lunch la yayy :D
then after that went to meet shing for a while yayy finally xD 10 days felt so long la )): and yayy met up again on sat morning yayy we went for breakfast and movie! (: valentine's day! :D happy haha it was quite a nice movie yayy the cast was simply awesome hehe xD and ok la it was quite sweet overall yayy! ((:
sun was vday! (: yayy and cny too! (: vday was great la omg ((: we went to orchard hotel for lunch hehe yummy (: and omg the dessert were quite nice hee oops i ate a lot omg :D and aiya i love any place with chocolate fondue actually hehe ((: and yummy cakes :D and then we walked around for a while yayy it was a happy day la yayy :D and after that i went to my grandfather's house to bai nian :D and played roulette with my cousins hehe and oh noes i lost money hehe luckily twenty cents only! (: and we played other games also hehe can't remember what alr (: oh oh table soccer i think! :D hehe it got quite crazy after a while hehe xD and omg my aunt fried prawns with lychee and curry leaves haha a new concoction but was quite yummy :D
then next day, nth much la just met shing for a while for breakfast and stroll and then i went home to pack my stuff to get ready for bangkok trip! (:
hehe okie shall stop here (: need to sleep omg i've been quite sleep deprived the last few days! ): but shopping was really satisfying la i have to add :D :D so all the loss of sleep was worth it :D
reply to tags:
daniel: haha omgg srsly?! :D woww that's damn cool hehe and not bad la at least there are still such fun things to look out for over there :D have fun with the rest of your drills yeahh! (:
clement: haha don't want la the food there not nice one! D: not for my precious stomach man haha xD and hehe it was really a very memorable quote lorh! :D eh come back soon leh i miss insulting you on msn HEH :p
Friday, February 12, 2010
quote of the day! :D
◄28•Batch► -clement- | HOME SWEET HOME says:
can be good-er please hahaha
HAHAHA "good-er" omg good job indeed, clement! :p
yayy today is a happy happy day cos i had early dismissal at work and my boss treated me to a nice lunch and best of all, shing booked out today yayy! (((: happiness haha :D kayy shall blog more later haha, i'm off to continue insulting clement now haha byebye! :D
Thursday, February 11, 2010
yayy i just came back from my first driving lesson! ((: was super super fun and cool hehe :D love it yayy :D hehe and yayy my instructor is super nice la hehe xD hope i get him again next time haha :D very nice to talk to hehe and gosh i can actually talk and concentrate on driving haha not bad man :D and ah i can't wait to try out on the real public roads haha driving around the driving circuit is really no fun at all omg cos it's so small and like no point accelerating much on the straight parts cos you'll encounter a bend really soon then must slow down ahhh no fun D: and eh CLEMENT HONG IF YOU SEE THIS: I DIDN'T LUNGA ANYTHING/DESTROY THE CAR HAHA GENIUS :D now you owe me lunch :p hehe can't wait for my next lesson alr yayy :D and would you believe it, it actually feels much nicer going for driving lesson after work rather than knowing you have to go home and mug german after work hehe it's actually more relaxing la! :D and gives me sth to look forward to during work haha (:
and maybe i feel quite good today cos i actually ate like 3 proper meals (: first time since a long long long while haha (: as in, actually ate the right stuff for the right mealtime, and at the proper timing omg (: does make a big diff man haha :D like sometimes i just eat lotsa pau for lunch or like various sorts of bread for lunch hehe and my breakfast is just like random biscuits from my snack jar in the office! and worse still, ever since A levels ended, I've hardly been eating breakfast at all haha other than on very rare occasions hehe (: cos like, always wake up late then must chiong to work, sians, no time to eat breakfast D:
anw yeah so to skip the grandmother story, i woke up a bit earlier today to eat breakfast yayy (: really felt less lethargic after that haha :D happy happy (: well it's never too late to start making changes in your life yayy! :D so from now on i'm gonna try to eat a heavier breakfast and have a lighter dinner (: just the way the experts recommend haha yayy i'm on my way to being a healthier girl yayy :D and haha for lunch i had like proper rice and veg and meat omg balanced diet ftw haha really makes a big diff actually seeing the veg on my plate haha :D haven't taken veg for lunch for superbly long! ): hehe yayy i really feel so healthy today woohoo :D
and haha i was early for work today so i went to visit the convenience store again haha and surprise surprise they were selling dewberry!! ((: yummy omg and i was feeling quite nostalgic in the morning hehe, really missed the times when i could just run to my locker and grab some dewberry cookies when i was feeling hungry! (: but yayy nvm haha now my office sells dewberry too haha :D i can snack on dewberry when i'm feeling sian and nostalgic or whatnot (: yummy hehe anw i bought the strawberry one today yayy :D
so yeahh today was quite a notbad day la :D
and haha i just realised why my posts seem quite funny recently haha omg, it's cos i forgot to reply tags!! haha ok shall reply now yayy (:
clement: haha yeah la pple not as car-crazy as you can! :p haha anw yayy passed haha so happy! :D must thank you for all your help too hehe thank you friend! ((:
shing: aww yayyy ((: so glad to hear that yayy ((: so sweet la you, and thanks haha but like, now cannot rant alr cos you not here alr ma D: but no worries now there's less things to rant about in the office so yayy :D
shing: haha hmmm is that really you?
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
wow yayy today was quite a nice day! (: haha even in the office things were pretty good today haha so yayy ((: today i actually managed to talk to all the nice people who exist in my office haha, all in one day leh haha amazing right omg (: bumped into lorinda in the toilet and she said my dress was so bright and cheery just like me haha :D
and then after my rather lonely lunch at the opposite block from my office, i realised it was raining and i was like, omg crap how am i going to get back to my office in time! D: so i wandered into the convenience store and looked at food and snacks to kill time haha and suddenly felt hungry looking at all the snacks so i bought a cheese bread hehe :D then on my way out i bumped into zack woohoo! (: and haha so qiao he was going in to buy a newspaper then i was whining about the rain and going "oh no how to get back ah! " and he's damn nice lah really he was like," ah it's sheltered from here, you dunno ah! come come i show you!" (: aha so kind la yayy so yeah lorh waited for him to finish buying his newspaper and then yayy he showed me the sheltered route haha really damn cool la just walk from the carpark can alr (: hehe and he's really damn nice to talk to can haha, omg why is it that the engineers here and the service centre people are so much nicer to talk to than the rest omg (: or maybe it's just me la haha :D and haha i told him i was going to take engineering in uni haha and omg he almost died of shock haha, i dunno why everyone always looks like they wanna faint from amazement when i say i wanna study engineering haha lol! :O haha he said i looked like i'd wanna take sth glam-er haha :D and omg haha apparently engineering is mostly just ohm's law and differentiation haha sounds good man :D quite manageable i think woohoo ((: and then on my way to the toilet (again) i bumped into genia haha and so sweet omg her husband works nearby only la omg so cool omg then she was telling me that they always go to work together in the morning and sometimes meet for lunch and then after that he'll pick her up after work omg so niceeeee pleaseee haha i'm jealous :p
and then! (: in the afternoon they were clearing the warehouse, so like everyone was rushing to grab the spare earphones in the warehouse haha omg it was damn funny haha everyone just chionged like mad hehe and my supervisor so nice haha she helped me get 2 headphones wow! (: and omggg one of my colleagues damn funny haha he complained damn loudly "EH you all are rapists ah seriously, come and rape my warehouse!" HAHA omgggg srsly hahaha damn funny :p and haha he keeps calling me xiaomei haha, and oh better still, there's this other guy who keeps calling me xiaomeimei omg, even better haha makes me sound like a kiddo :p
and ya damn funny omg cos all the big bosses weren't in today, so yeahh i totally get the full meaning of what "when the cat is out, the mice come out to play" HAHA. :D like, omg everyone just went mad in the office haha quite funny actually :D like someone actually koped some spare CDs from the warehouse and started playing the wedding march damn loudly on his com haha goshhh :D and like, ya my supervisor damn funny she actually got a trolley to cart all the goods from the warehouse over to her desk haha damn pro really :p and people were like yelling all over the place "Eh help me kope the good headphones leh!" hahaha really damn funny haha :D
and after work i went for dinner with ducky! (: ducky is so sweet haha she bought me cookies to eat in the office! (: haha she said now that shing is not around to buy me snacks, she'll buy the snacks for me! (: wow so sweet right my ducky dearest ((: so glad i have you really omgg it's always so nice having dinner with you haha we always have so much stuff to talk about omg and it's always so nice talking to you yayy! ((: love our weekly dinner plan man haha and omg hope we go same country to study next time la it'd be so much better then ((: got nice friend to be with (: oh and we went to central for dinner and omg the place is really very nicely decorated for vday ((: love it man omg there's this mini rose garden thingy its just so sweet looking omg ((((: melts (: really great ambience for vday i think ((: and then we went to this jap restaurant for dinner and ate some teriyaki rolls and wafu pizza! (: and ya haha we sat there and talked for quite long yayy happy happy ((:
yayy yupp so today was quite a nice day la (: hee :D tmr is my first driving lesson yayy quite excited hehe wonder what it'd be like (:
sometimes i just can't stop worrying though ): really dunno how things will turn out sigh ):
i don't wanna spend my next few years this way ): [it can't really be considered "few" either sigh] )): sucks having to live in constant fear everyday ): Monday, February 08, 2010
omg seriously feeling veryyyy confused now i wish i had a pensieve to sort my thoughts out haha i feel like i'm at the crossroads of so many junctions haha going mad, and there's not just one crossroad but well there's a lot of crossroads la :O
and the whole uni thing is seriously just getting me very very frustrated omg i think the prob now is that i have too many possibilities and there are just so many other 'what ifs' out there, it's driving me mad la how am i to know where to go from here?
and wells after all it's
my next 10 years, and ultimately i guess
I am the one who has to make a good choice, go to a nice uni and get a nice scholarship so i can just, yeah, not feel too horrid about life. not good to be jaded about life at such a young age eh? :p and ultimately, I am going to be the one studying there for 4 years, and I am going to be the one serving the 6 year bond, so yeah i wish i could just, like refine my thought process and make this judgment by myself. don't want any more other opinions, blah to clutter my mind :/ in the end it all boils down to what i really want i guess, but omg so many things to consider, and i am at the mercy of the scholarship boards and other people omg, why do things have to get so complicated? and why can't the unis freaking reply me quickly so i know where i can actually go from here?
and i wish i had the power to tell the future. cos then i'd be able to know what my fate is, and how my life will unfold. knowing some things for sure would definitely put my mind at ease.
Ploetzlich fuehle ich mich so allein.
sian, frustrated and confused. D: thanks to a whole lot of issues happening right now, I have so much to think about, and as a result i am totally feeling very messed up right now, so everyone, please try not to antagonise me! and if anyone is feeling nice/misses me/just wanna see my face, you can ask me out for a drink yayy and we can talk and catch up and i can get my social life back haha :D
Saturday, February 06, 2010
aha omg i should blog about the singapore airshow before i forget omg that one is a must-blog-about event man omg i don't wanna forget it la haha it was really damn cool hehe! :D
okie shall start from ytd morning haha i met marg at eunos mrt and then we were super early haha so we sat at the platform and chatted for a while before going to the carpark area to get on the bus :D hehe and omg saw so many rj people we know hehe yayy :D and saw hongjie again too omg haha srsly ah, i dunno why i keep bumping into him everywhere haha omg faints! :p yayy okay anw, the bus ride there was super long can omggg the airshow was at changi exhibition hall i think! and then on the way, the dsta scholars were supposed to share about their experiences working at dsta so far haha but omggg they only gave like one-liners hehe gosh! makes their work sound extremely uninteresting lol though i bet it's actually much more interesting than the way they describe it la omg tsk!! xD
then when we reached there, we were taken on a guided tour to some EADS booth, where there was this super large model of the airbus A350 aha and we could actually go inside omgg so cool right hehe :D and there was this mini theater inside haha and they were screening this video clip about the A350 haha quite cool (: it's really like, woah omg luxury plane la, the seats are just omg damn freaking nice please! (: and their economy class seats are like equivalent to the sq business class seats oh gosh, can you imagine their business class seats haha! :D even nicer omg, haha i dunno how to describe here, but it's really damn posh and comfy looking haha (:
then after that we walked around the exhibits for a while, then went to another booth where they were showing how the cockpit controls work haha like which buttons to press and stuff haha quite cool also just that i couldn't really hear what the person was saying haha D: and omggg gladys coined a damn funny term haha omg, everyone guess what HAM stands for!! (: it stands for Handsome Ang Moh omggg damn funny haha :D cos she was raving about this super cute aussie pilot from the australian airforce hahahaha lollll i didn't see him though haha but anw yeahh he's supposedly counted as a HAM! :p
hehe then after that we went to the dsta chalet to get our lunch! (: omg i was so super hungry can omgggg almost died of hunger haha D: and the lunch was not bad yayy haha there was a burger, and a pack of chips! (: and haha the burger was quite yummy omg (: yayy then we went to the plaza to view the aerial display! (: and zomg the aerial display was just damn freaking cool, omg although it was like out in the hot sun and we were all being baked and burnt cos it was the noon sun, and there were no places to sit, so we had to stand throughout, but it was still very very enjoyable omggg ((: loved the stunts omgg (: and love all the cool fighter jets and helicopters omg! (: and i think the pilots were damn cool omg, ok i think anyone in the airforce is really damn cool la in general! (: like, wow they get to fly those damn cool fighter planes wow! (: and ok anw there was RSAF with all the cool planes and helicopters! and there was this Apache, omg damn cool haha it was flown by some Major Sim, and he could do loads of cool stunts omg! (: and haha i have to say here, who says singapore stuff got no standard omgg i think the RSAF's jets and helicopters that day were totally comparable to the US Air Force and the Italian Air Force also, and the quality of the stunts were equally good also so yayy for RSAF! :D
and there was this A-10 Thunderbolt or sth also, from US Air Force i think haha, super cool omg (:and so cute haha it had those camouflage patches on it's body also hehe, looked like some green flying winged cow haha :D and haha all the planes really look damn chio please (: especially when they're rolling over or nosediving omg, really damn cool! :D and i took a lot of videos with my phone cam, but unfortunately they can't be uploaded on the com omg i dunno why sighhh the formatting has some prob )): and omg i just think it's damn cool watching the jets soaring in the air at such a fast pace omg and i loveee the sound of the airplanes haha :D oops i bet people will think i'm mad haha i bet most people find the sound damn noisy and irritating hehe but i think omg, it's damn cool especially when you're standing in a very large open area with the plane soaring high above you in the sky omg really feels damn nice (((: i dunno why haha but that sound just gives me this feeling of great excitement hahaa xD omg i wanna sit on a fighter plane too omg can some airforce pilot please give me a free ride on his jet omg :D preferably Major Sim or Captain Greene or the other pilots who were flying the planes during the aerial display :D hehe and must nosedive and roll over when i'm sitting in it also hehe so excitingggg :D
yayyy and ok after the aerial display i was like totally burnt alr oops, looked like this giant red lobster omgg i had a super amazing tan line too, haha i took a pic and uploaded on fb haha but i still think the fb pic is grossly under-exaggerated (if there's such a term, but haha you get what i mean right) haha :p omg la i hate getting burnt though )): crap la just imagine a chaota nicole omgggg faints somemore cny is just round the corner omg darn i'm gonna look like a dunno-what ):
haha anw after that we went to tour the static displays in the outdoor area! (: wow there were all the life-size planes la, both commercial planes and fighter planes! :D super cool haha ((: and a few cute little helicopters around too hehe i took a pic with one! (: i still like fighter planes out of all the planes though hehe (: true, they're not as nicely painted as the commercial planes, but i still think they look wayyyyy cooler and like omg i'm sure their flying capabilities exceed all the other planes la so wei1 feng1 haha :D :D
and then after touring all the static displays we were damn tired alr hehe cos the sun was just too hot and we had been walking quite a distance out there :/ heh anw we went to walk around the indoor exhibition area haha and there were quite a lot of cook stuff in there too! (: like there was this lifesize Terrex vehicle inside omgggg like omg, i think it was the real Terrex that they use in army :O coolios right! (: and and and there were real guns!!! ((: omggg there was a SAR21 and a few other guns haha i can't remember their names anymore! omgg i wanted to go pick up the gun and hold it la haha but there was this long queue of guys queueing up to do the same haha and i didnt feel like rushing with them so oh well D: so we stood around and looked at the gun exhibits, and then omg so funny haha apparently gladys overheard this passerby commenting that we looked super poor thing while waiting for our boyfriends to finish playing with the guns -.- omg -.- faints haha i'm sure a whole group of boyfriends bring their girlfriends out to the singapore airshow hahaha you think what haha, pentuple date ah :O
and haha there were some booths with propulsion systems and network systems and stuff omg quite cool really (: and omg there were soooo many businessmen standing at the booths, actually discussing about purchasing the stuff on display omgg :O people are so rich these days omg they can afford to get their own super pro jets :O i want a fighter plane to myself ahhhhh :D haha (: though i won't be able to fly it haha but nvm haha if i can look at it everyday i'd feel damn shuang too heh xD
and yayy after that we were done with the exhibits heh so we sat around and looked for places to sit down hehe and then we all started feeling super sleepy oops so we just looked pretty stone and everything oops D: then yayy finally the bus came, and yayy yupp that was the end! (:
haha then after that i went to starbucks to wait for ducky haha, mugged german in the meantime and ate belgian waffles! (: yum haha i really love belgian waffles omgg damn yummy la (: plus i was really super hungry that day haha gosh i never knewing that touring exhibits could make you hungry! (: then after that met ducky, and we went to PoMo to eat dinner! (: there was this jap food court where we had oyaku don which was quite nice and came with free juice yayy (: and then we went to giraffe to get drinks :D i tried this liquor called parfait amour haha so cool it's rose liquor (: tastes not bad yayy but a bit bitter la ): and ducky had peach schnapps! (: damn nice la omgg next time i shall order that too hehe xD and yupp so for the whole evening we just chatted about a lot of stuff yayy i love chickyducky outings hehe my ducky is so sweet and nice to talk to :D yayy had a realy great time yayy i'm looking forward to our next session alr hehe :D more drinks at clarke quay yeahh! ((:
and omg i have brilliant news yayy A*STAR offered me their scholarship alr yayy omg so happy i can go overseas i can go overseas!!! (((: but yeahh now i'm still considering carefully whether to accept la haha cos the bond might kinda kill me la, 6 years of research omg i dunno if i can take it! D: ahhh but then again, maybe after i come back from overseas i'll be feeling super refreshed and happy haha then can take on 6 years of research :D ah i dunno haha but omg, research :/ faints D: ok i dunno omg, must think carefully first (: and omg they want me to decide by 19 Feb omg how is that even remotely possible omg its so early please!!!! ahhh D:
and ok yeahhh i guess that's all i have to say for now la (:
sometimes i am just so scared sigh ): shall just practise my german for a while here (:
Warum musst die Zukunft so unsicher sein? ): Ich will warten, aber ich habe viel Angst vor der Änderungen die in der Zukunft kommen wurden... Was wird geschehen, wenn wir uns an unsere gegenseitigen Abwesenheit gewöhnen werden? Aber meine Ente sagte, dass Liebe ganz über Vertrauen ist. Also, ich gebe dir mein Herz für alle Ewigkeit.. (: bitte brecht es nicht! Ich traue dir (: Manchmal ist die Leere aber sehr untragbar....Ich hatte nie mich vorgestellt, dass auf ein Mensch warten, ohne Kenntnis ob es fruchtlos sein werden, so schmerzhaft sein könnte.
so frustrating. sometimes, like what people tell me, i do indeed think i could have done better than this.
